Author: AJLancaster

  • Cozy Fantasy Recommendations

    Cozy Fantasy Recommendations

    What is cozy fantasy?

    There’s no strict consensus on what cozy fantasy is, but for me cozy fantasy is what it says on the tin: fantasy that feels cozy. That tends to mean a more intimate, smaller-scale focus than traditional epic fantasy. Bad things will of course happen, but the main characters are decent people, the overall tone is uplifting, and we don’t doubt that good will eventually triumph. Think fantasy with feel-good vibes.

    For me, there’s a natural overlap between cozy fantasy and fantasy-of-manners. I’d call my Stariel books cozy fantasy because the stakes sit more towards the personal end of the scale continuum rather than the ‘saving the world and everyone in it’.

    11 Cozy Fantasy Book Recommendations

    In no particular order:

    1. The Fairy Godmother by Mercedes Lackey

    Cover of The Fairy Godmother by Mercedes Lackey. It is sparkly aquamarine and shows a beautiful woman in a flower crown with a man on a horse in the background.

    An old favourite of mine, this retelling of Cinderella has a fascinating take on fairytales, where the ominous magic of Tradition forces people to play particular roles. There’s an enemies-to-lovers romance with an arrogant prince and lots of focus on the fairy godmother’s house and the brownies that work there.

    Romance: Yes, medium-heat m/f

    2. Briarley by Aster Glenn Gray

    Cover of Briarley by Aster Glenn Gray. It shows a red rose on a black background.

    What I love most about this World War II-era retelling of Beauty and the Beast is the sheer kindness of the main character, Beauty’s father. In this version, he refuses to hand his daughter over to the beast as payment for the stolen rose and insists on staying in her place instead. His initial suggestion to the beast for finding someone to love him in order to break the curse is for the beast to adopt a puppy – which he does!

    Romance: Yes, low-heat m/m

    3. A Wizard’s Guide To Defensive Baking by T Kingfisher

    Cover of A Wizard's Guide to Defensive Baking by T Kingfisher. It features a stylised gingerbread man holding a sword.

    Hilarious, heart-warming, and involving heaps of baked goods.  Fourteen-year-old Mona has baking magic and is called upon to help defend the city when the other alternatives run out. This is one of those books that defies easy categorisation. Is it middle grade? Young adult? Adult? All ages, I say!

    Romance: No

    4. Scales and Sensibility by Stephanie Burgis

    Cover of Scales and Sensibility by Stephanie Burgis. It features a woman in regency dress with a small blue dragon perched on her shoulder.

    Think Jane Austen with the addition of TINY DRAGONS.

    Romance: Yes, low-heat m/f

    5. Legends and Lattes by Travis Baldree

    Cover of Legends and Lattes by Travis Baldree. It shows two women behind the counter in a fantasy inn: a green-skinned orc woman and a pink-skinned woman with horns and a tail.

    DnD meets coffee-shop AU in this tale of an orc warrior retiring from campaigning in order to set up the city’s first-ever cafe. This popular 2022 release has helped raise the profile of the cozy fantasy subgenre this year.

    I strongly recommend reading this with a pastry or baked good of some sort in hand because the descriptions of food will have you salivating.

    Romance: Only a smidge of no-heat f/f

    6. Clean Sweep by Ilona Andrews

    Cover of Clean Sweep by Ilona Andrews. It shows an illustrated blond woman wearing a blue cloak.

    She sets up a magical inn that she’s magically bonded to and slowly levels it up into a nicer and nicer inn over time. Need I say more!

    Romance: A little bit of low-heat m/f

    7. The Bachelor’s Valet by Arden Powell 

    Cover of The Bachelor's Valet by Arden Powell. It shows an illustration of a garden in rainbow colours, in which two men are embracing.

    The main character is both extremely good-hearted and extremely dim. Watching him cheerfully but haphazardly navigate his way through an arranged marriage towards romance and a happy ending with the help of his faithful valet is both hilarious and wonderful.

    Romance: Yes, low-heat m/m

    8. Paladin’s Grace by T Kingfisher

    Cover of Paladin's Grace by T Kingfisher. It is a stylised purple and green frame design featuring rats and skulls and with a sword in the centre.

    A perfumer and a paladin to a dead god solve a murder mystery and find love at the same time. Extremely cosy, even with all the dead bodies.

    Romance: Yes, medium-heat m/f

    9. How To Get A Girlfriend When You’re A Terrifying Monster by Marie Cardno

    Cover of How To Get A Girlfriend When You're A Terrifying Monster by Marie Cardno. It shows a pink tentacle monster holding a bouquet.

    The sapphic paranormal romcom I didn’t know I needed. I adored Trillin, the world’s most relatable shapeshifting tentacle monster.

    Romance: Yes, low-heat f/f

    10. Small Miracles by Olivia Atwater

    Cover of Small Miracles by Olivia Atwater. It shows two purple feathers on a white background.

    A Good Omens flavoured story about Gadriel, the angel-of-small-miracles turned fallen-angel-of-petty-temptation. It’s funny, sentimental, and extremely satisfying. A little bit of sin aka chocolate is good for the soul.

    Romance: A smidge of low-heat f/? (what gender even are angels?)

    11. Piranesi by Susanna Clarke

    Cover of Piranesi by Susanna Clarke. It shows an illustrated faun playing a set of pipes while standing atop a column.

    The cosiness of this one is perhaps more subjective. I find it so because of the boundless kindness and open-heartedness of the main character. Its stakes are definitely intimate / small-scale, as almost the entire book is set within the House, a magical and mysterious realm of endless rooms, tides, and statuary. I adored it.

    However, there is also an undercurrent of horror as we, the reader, become more and more aware of the disconnect between how Piranesi sees the world and what is truly going on.

    Romance: A smidge of low-heat m/f

    Do you like cozy fantasy? Let me know your faves in the comments!

  • A Rake Of His Own Is Out: Launch Week Shenanigans

    A Rake Of His Own Is Out: Launch Week Shenanigans

    A Rake of His Own has been out a whole week, and I’m humbled and thrilled by its reception. It’s always a bit nerve-wracking, releasing your book-chick into the wild and hoping it’s fledged enough to fly!

    (You can order your copy here: https://books2read.com/ARakeOfHisOwn. If you’re still uncertain whether this book is for you, check out my Rake FAQs)

    Here’s a round-up of all the Happenings this week.

    Signed paperbacks sent out!

    I signed a bunch of copies for Good Books to send out for those who pre-ordered Rake. I signed a few extra, so get in quick if you want one: https://shop.goodbookshop.nz/p/a-rake-of-his-own-a-stariel-novel?barcode=9780473624798

    Boxes and stacks of A Rake Of His Own

    Book cake!

    A Cake Of His Own…

    A Rake of His Own Gets a Shiny Banner!

    But look at that nice orange tag. Very good for the ego!

    Screenshot of Amazon product page for A Rake of His Own showing an orange "#1 Best Seller in Gaslamp Fantasy" tag.

    Rake makes the NZ Bestseller List!!!

    This is the list of the week’s best-selling hard copy books sold by NZ bookstores (so ebooks don’t get counted). It was SO COOL to see Rake make this list. Thank you so much to everyone who bought a paperback, and for Good Books for handling all the online orders!

    https://www.newsroom.co.nz/readingroom/this-weeks-bestselling-books-4

    Screenshot of the bestselling books list with A Rake of His Own circled at #7

    I do an Ask Me Anything on r/fantasy!

    This was a lot of fun. Thanks so much to everyone who asked questions, even the slightly tricky ones!

    You can read my answers here: https://www.reddit.com/r/Fantasy/comments/yk1y5v/im_aj_lancaster_author_of_the_fantasy_romance/

    Whew, what a week! I’m going to go lie on my fainting couch to recover from all the excitement.

  • A Rake of His Own: FAQs

    A Rake of His Own: FAQs

    Because A Rake Of His Own is a little different from my other Stariel books, I thought I’d try to give more information upfront about what to expect, if you’re still undecided about whether it is for you.

    So is this book a continuation of the Stariel series?

    Yes and no. The King of Faerie wrapped up the major plot threads of the series, and the plot of A Rake of His Own is a self-contained murder mystery. The main character is different – Marius rather than Hetta and Wyn.

    BUT A Rake of His Own picks up chronologically shortly after the events of The King of Faerie, so you do get to see some of ‘what happens next?’

    Do I need to read the other Stariel books before reading A Rake of His Own?

    No (although, as the author, I obviously think everybody should read ALL my books!). I have had a lot of readers enjoy A Rake of His Own without any previous knowledge of the series.

    However, you will be spoiled on some plot events for previous books.

    (You will also miss out on the UST that builds over the first four books)

    Will we see the wider Stariel cast in this book?

    Several of them have cameos, including Wyn and Hetta.

    Is this book steamy?

    Yes, there are a handful of steamy scenes in this book, though the focus is on the emotions rather than the anatomical details. I’d rate the steam in the previous Stariel books about 🔥🔥 and Rake probably qualifies as 🔥🔥🔥.

    Are there any content warnings?

    If you would like specifics before diving in, you can get spoilery details about Rake (and indeed, about any of my books) from my website: For readers who want more details before diving in

  • Format news: Signed paperbacks of A Rake Of His Own and Audiobook Update

    Format news: Signed paperbacks of A Rake Of His Own and Audiobook Update

    Signed paperbacks

    The good people at Good Books in Wellington are hosting a pre-order for the paperback of A Rake Of His Own, and I’ll be signing these before they’re sent out. Order your copy here: https://shop.goodbookshop.nz/p/pre-order-a-rake-of-his-own-release-date-28-october-2022?barcode=CIR1665023774

    Good Books also have paperbacks of the rest of the series if you want to drop by the store!

    Good Books do ship internationally, although be forewarned about shipping costs from NZ! There will also be paperbacks available on all the usual online retailers when the book launches, though these won’t be signed.

    Will there be an audiobook of A Rake of His Own?

    I’ve had quite a few people ask this question – and the answer is yes! There will be an audiobook edition of A Rake of His Own. However, that’s all I know at present. I’m currently in talks with Podium (who produced the audiobooks of the first four books) and I’ll let you know as soon as I have more information about when this will be available.

  • Cover Reveal: A Rake of His Own

    Cover Reveal: A Rake of His Own

    What’s that? A cover reveal for A Rake of His Own!

    LOOK HOW BEAUTIFUL IT IS!!! Once again design by the phenomenal Jenny Zemanek.
    Jenny and I talked a lot about how to make this cover look related to the quartet but also clearly its own thing. The other covers all have a set of wings at the top, so for this one I thought it would be fun to replace that with a silhouette of my two leads. My fae prince obviously needed wings and horns, so Jenny sent me about 50 different horn vectors to choose from. It was surprisingly hard to pick a favourite!

    Large chunks of the book are set in and around the greenhouses of the university, so that was where the Victorian greenhouse and plant motif came from. The dandelions also feature in an important fae spell we get to see in this book.

    A Rake of His Own is a wild, tropey ride, and I feel like the vivid colours really reflect that.
    Which brings us to… the rake. The pun was too good to resist!

    Cover for A Rake of His Own by AJ Lancaster. The cover features a greenhouse and two male silhouettes, one of whom has wings and horns. One of the figures is holding a rake. The colours are bright greens with magenta highlights.

    A Rake of His Own will release 28 October 2022 and you can pre-order it now!

    Thanks so much to all the bookstagrammers who helped with this reveal. Check out their pics; they’re gorgeous!

    A grid of instagram posts for A Rake of His Own.

    To celebrate, I am also giving away a paperback copy of The Lord of Stariel. Head on over to this post on Instagram to enter: https://www.instagram.com/p/ChMwCm9LGAe/

  • Anthology Announcement!

    Anthology Announcement!

    I’m excited to announce that I’m part of an anthology of fantasy romance fairytale retellings releasing later this year. This is my first time writing a short piece and participating in such a group project, and I had a ball (heehee) of a time doing it. More details on my own story to come.

    There are a huge number of talented authors taking part, showcasing the breadth of this subgenre. I’m so excited to read them all!

    When it comes to true love, rules are meant to be broken …

    Dark forests and locked doors, poisoned apples and forbidden lovers … Bold heroines and swoon-worthy heroes break all the rules in this enchanting anthology of the fairy tales you thought you knew.

    Once Upon A Forbidden Desire features 20 enticing fairy tale retellings by a diverse selection of fantasy romance authors. From sweet true love’s kisses to sizzling passion, from the streets of Seattle to enchanted forests, and from poor scullery maids to a winged Prince Charming …

    If you enjoy spellbinding romance, enthralling new worlds, and stories with a taste of the forbidden, these happily ever afters will leave you spellbound. Give in to temptation and grab your copy of Once Upon a Forbidden Desire now.

    With a foreword by Grace Draven and Jeffe Kennedy, this limited edition anthology celebrates the variety of the fantasy romance genre. It contains stories ranging from sweet to steamy and is recommended for an adult audience.

  • Fantasy-of-Manners Books

    Fantasy-of-Manners Books

    I’ve been calling my own books ‘gaslamp fantasy’ since I published them, but more recently, I’ve started calling them by another term as well: fantasy of manners.

    What is fantasy of manners?

    Fantasy-of-manners is a subgenre of fantasy where the societal setting lends itself to intimate, complicated social interactions and (you guessed it) manners. Think ballrooms and manor houses rather than battlefields. The name draws from ‘comedy of manners’, and while fantasy-of-manners books aren’t always humorous, they often do have a whimsical / tongue-in-cheek tone.

    Wait, how is fantasy-of-manners different from gaslamp fantasy?

    I’ve been musing on this (I do love musing on subgenres). I think there is naturally a lot of overlap between gaslamp fantasy and fantasy of manners and that many books (including mine) are both. Gaslamp fantasy describes the world’s technology level / historical time-period feel, and fantasy of manners describes the society and focus of the story’s conflicts.

    Why is fantasy of manners so great?

    • Ridiculous rules and constraints create massive potential for delicious interpersonal drama and / or humorous situations.
    • Aesthetics. There’s just something about balls and men in waistcoats, isn’t there?
    • Intimate focus. Politics, rumours, and clever conversations rather than battles and action sequences.
    • The fun of seeing how something as wild as magic fits into a world of rigid societal rules.

    So what are some examples of fantasy-of-manners books?

    I’m so glad you asked! Here is a list of fantasy-of-manners books I have read and enjoyed. These are all books with strong romantic elements, because that’s how I roll. Please do recommend more in the comments – I love this subgenre, so I’m always happy to find more.

    15 (Romantic) Fantasy-of-Manners Books

    (in no particular order)

    The Lord of Stariel by AJ Lancaster

    Yes, I know. Tacky. But I have to add my own books to this listicle for SEO purposes, and technically I have read and enjoyed them! Marketing shmarketing and the hustle of the self-published author and all that. Anyway, if you like large-extended-family antics, melodramatic fae, and magical sentient estates, you might like my books.

    Self-published: Yes
    Steamy scenes: Not in this book, but some later in the series.

    The Lady Jewel Diviner by Rosalie Oaks

    These books have the spirit of cosy mystery novels combined with Regencies. Plus vampires and selkies. It works wonderfully, I promise. The main character can magically sense gemstones.

    What I particularly adore about this series is how joyful it is. Very much not taking itself too seriously, and I absolutely cackled my way through especially the climax in this book. There’s a slow-burn enemies-to-lovers romance with the high-handed (but well-meaning) Earl of Beresford.

    Self-published: Yes
    Steamy scenes: No

    Subversive by Colleen Cowley

    Oof, this trilogy was so addictive I read all three in a row. They have an almost thriller vibe to them with lots of politics and secrets. I loved the enemies-to-lovers romance and the fascinating exploration of all the ways that magical oaths might go wrong.

    Self-published: Yes
    Steamy scenes: Yes

    The Midnight Bargain by CL Polk

    My favourite thing about this book is the magic – magicians make bargains with spirits to do their bidding. I choose to imagine them as demonic pokemon.

    Self-published: No
    Steamy scenes: No

    Half a Soul by Olivia Atwater

    A whimsical Regency fantasy romance (with capricious fairies) that manages to touch on darker issues whilst remaining overall light in tone.

    Self-published: Yes
    Steamy scenes: No

    Tea & Sympathetic Magic by Tansy Rayner Roberts

    What impresses me most about these cosy novellas is how satisfying they are. Each contains a mystery, furthers the romantic arc, and includes a cast of entertaining secondary characters. I have no idea how Tansy fits so much in to such a short length.

    Self-published: Yes
    Steamy scenes: No

    Sorcerer to the crown by Zen Cho

    This book is so good I can’t actually encapsulate its goodness with words (ironically). Zacharias, the titular Sorcerer to the Crown, is my favourite and I just want an endless amount of nice things for him.

    Self-published: No
    Steamy scenes: No

    Empath’s Lure by Jen Lynning

    A hero who can manipulate emotions (but not sense them) meets a heroine who can sense emotions (but not manipulate them) on opposite sides of the treaty negotiation talks between two nations. Full of courtly intrigue and political shenanigans as well as the burgeoning romance between these enemies-turned-eventual-allies.

    Self-published: Yes
    Steamy scenes: Yes

    A Marvellous Light by Freya Marske

    The magic system fascinated me in this one – magicians cast using hand motions based on the cat’s cradle game. I also loved how many scenes are set in libraries and just how much William Morris wallpaper features.

    Self-published: No
    Steamy scenes: Yes

    Snowspelled by Stephanie Burgis

    A magical manor-house mystery set in a kind of gender-bent version of Regency England (with added trolls and fae). It’s a novella, and I read it in one go and regret nothing.

    Self-published: Yes
    Steamy scenes: No

    The Magpie Lord by KJ Charles

    This m/m romance has a real gothic feel with the terrifying curse afflicting one of the heroes and the ominous magpie imagery.

    Self-published: Yes
    Steamy scenes: Yes

    Scales and Sensibility by Stephanie Burgis

    Regency romance with pet dragons! The moment I heard about this book, I knew I must read it, and I was right. I inhaled this delightful confection in a single sitting (seems to be something of a trend for me with Stephanie Burgis’ books).

    Self-published: Yes
    Steamy scenes: No

    Witchmark by CL Polk

    m/m and includes fae and magical soulbonds!

    Self-published: No
    Steamy scenes: Fade to black

    Soulless by Gail Carriger 

    My heart will always hold a huge soft spot for Lord Maccon, gruff but well-meaning werewolf alpha.

    Self-published: No
    Steamy scenes: Yes

    Sorcery & Cecelia by Patricia C Wrede & Caroline Stevermer

    This was the first fantasy-of-manners book I ever read, many years ago and before I knew the term for the subgenre. It’s told as letters back and forth between two friends as they each get embroiled in their respective mysteries / shenanigans, and it is pure delight. Maybe time for a re-read, in fact.

    Self-published: No
    Steamy scenes: No

  • Productivity and Balance: Conference notes

    Productivity and Balance: Conference notes

    This is my write-up of the notes I took during a session on Productivity & Balance given by Nalini Singh at the Romance Writers of New Zealand 2021 conference in Wellington. As such, her actual words have been paraphrased and filtered through the chaos labyrinth of my own brain, so you should attribute all the useful bits to Nalini and any bits that don’t make sense to me.

    A hand supporting a stack of Nalini Singh books with black covers.
    Far from all the Nalini Singh books I own.

    I’ve been a fan of Nalini’s work ever since I picked up Angel’s Blood back when I was at uni in 2009, and every time I meet her, I try and utterly fail not to crazily fangirl at her. (She, however, is always kind and professional.)

    The overall thrust of Nalini’s talk was that you can’t be creative if you’re burned out, and that you need to build a work schedule that is sustainable over the long term. These were her tips, although she added the caveat that she is not the productivity police.

    I found this such an inspiring session, although also somewhat daunting thinking about the long term in so serious a fashion. There’s an imposter in my brain that whispers “who are you to think you deserve to take this seriously?”. Shush, imposter. Shush.

    Time Management

    You need to build a schedule that doesn’t exhaust you. You can’t keep up a relentless punishing schedule in the long term. It’s easy to build a ‘fantasy schedule’ that maximises productivity on paper but that will never work in reality, because there’s no room in it for anything unexpected or for all the non-writing tasks that surround writing, especially if you’re indie.

    Instead of a fantasy schedule, build in buffer time for unexpected things to happen. If nothing unexpected comes up, you’ll be ahead of schedule, but if your mum rings or the dog is sick or you need to spend two hours talking to Amazon customer service because your book page has mysteriously disappeared, you’ll already have the buffer in your schedule to cope with it.

    Write down your schedule for the day before you start but adjust it as you go on your writing days according to what comes up i.e. keep track of what you did, even if it’s not writing related. Then even if you were only able to write for 15 minutes, you’ll still be able to see it as an achievement within that day’s context.

    Don’t schedule every day / writing day you have (e.g. if you can only write on Mondays, don’t schedule writing every Monday between now and deadline). Build in unscheduled buffer days. Nalini doesn’t write on weekends.

    Set a knock-off time (especially applies if you write full-time). This creates ‘time scarcity’ for your brain and helps you to be motivated on getting things done. Otherwise it’s tempting to stretch tasks out to fill all the time there is.

    Set yourself up to start more easily tomorrow before you finish for the day e.g. leave a chapter slightly undone or leave yourself a note of what you were planning to do next. Put this ‘setting up for tomorrow’ time in your schedule for the end of the day!

    Relax consciously. Choose to watch TV or garden or chat on the internet; don’t default to e.g. scrolling through FB without making an active choice about how you are going to spend your leisure time.

    Focus

    Writing cues can help switch your brain into ‘writing mode’ e.g. a certain playlist you listen to when you start your writing session. Nalini uses a selection of rain sounds. I’ve also used this before and can recommend ‘rainy day cafe’ sounds and gaming music.

    Quality rather than quantity time. You can write a whole book in short bursts if that’s the only time you have and you focus. Each time you interrupt your brain it derails your focus for a much longer period of time than just the 30 seconds it took to check Twitter.

    Smartphones and social media are designed to be addictive and will give you squirrel brain.

    Batch email and social media – set aside a block of time(s) throughout your working day. Don’t check them consistently throughout the day.

    Create new norms and set boundaries – people don’t need to expect an immediate response. You can train them to understand your schedule e.g. not checking emails on weekends.

    Turn off notifications.

    Does the WiFi need to be on constantly? Maybe you could turn it off for 45 minutes while you do a writing session! (oh, it sounds so simple, but so hard!!!)

    Goals

    Set goals that are realistic and can be achieved through your own efforts. That way you get the satisfaction of achieving them, which is an emotional boost that gives you the motivation to aim for bigger goals. E.g. “I am going to apply for a Bookbub every month this year” (achievable) vs “I am going to get two Bookbubs this year” (not within your power to control)

    It is OK to take the longer road!

    Someone else’s speed has nothing to do with you.

    Multiple projects

    Nalini likes to do two different projects at a time: a main project and secondary project. The main project gets the bulk of the writing time, but being able to switch between two different things at a time helps her stay motivated and interested. Nalini recommends a secondary project that is either:

    • A completely different type of project
    • At a completely different stage in the process than the main project

    Her advice is to not commit publicly to the secondary project or put it in your release schedule – this should be your stress-free exploratory time without pressure. No one’s going to be mad when you tell people hooray there’s a surprise unexpected book! Nalini reckons it’s especially helpful if your main project is very written to market.

    Delegate

    You’re trying to run a one-person small publishing company. The work involved in this gets bigger the bigger you get. If you can delegate, delegate; only you can do the writing!

    Read

    You became a writer because you love reading. Make space for it.

    Look after your body

    You can only work from a laptop on the couch for so long before it catches up with you.

    I’m expanding out from Nalini’s session to include the tips from multiple people here. The whole panel of guests were asked how they looked after their wrists, and they all gave really intense, thoughtful answers, which goes to show this is a topic of great interest to writers! Things that they found helpful:

    • Dictation
    • Mechanical keyboard
    • Gaming chair
    • Standing desk
    • Compression gloves
    • Software that blanks their screen for e.g. 3 minutes every 1 hour and locks them out so they have no choice but to swear at it and then go stretch
    • Yoga
    • Scheduling excercise into the middle of the writing day
  • Two events and an award

    Two events and an award

    Whew, what a whirlwind of a weekend!

    The short version: Two events, a drink that was ON FIRE, and a trophy!

    The long version:

    This weekend was the annual Romance Writers of New Zealand conference for 2021. This was my second RWNZ conference (I wrote about my first time here), and because of our closed borders, was a little smaller than usual and featured solely local talent rather than the usual line up of international guests. Turns out NZ’s local talent is pretty fabulous though, because it was a fantastic weekend.

    In their infinite scheduling wisdom, the national science fiction and fantasy organisation announced very recently that they had decided to schedule their awards on the exact same night as the romance writers. Thus, I was faced with something of a dilemma. I would have liked to attend the RWNZ dinner and celebrate the winners there, but as I was a finalist for the national speculative fiction awards (the Sir Julius Vogel Awards), I decided I should probably go to that one.

    I remember being in the crowd at my first-ever SJV ceremony, years before I had admitted to myself I wanted to be a writer. I thought that the pointy SJV trophies were one of the coolest trophy designs I’d seen, but I didn’t even daydream about winning one. After all, to do that would mean having a book published, and I wasn’t a writer.

    The world turned.

    I kept writing whilst not being a writer (I am sometimes not very bright). I moved nearly 20,000 km away from home. I wrote a book, a practice novel I never intended to let see the light of day. I called it The Lord of Stariel. I admitted to myself I might quite like writing.

    I came home. I started publishing books.

    Last year was the first time I made the finalist list for the awards, and the flock of pointy trophies sitting up by the podium took on a whole new meaning.

    Awards don’t matter, really, you tell yourself. And they don’t; they’re not what keeps you typing when every word feels like a battle. They aren’t a measure of any objective Truth or Worth; every award has its own biases in who gets one and who doesn’t. You have not failed by not winning one. Making the finalist list is an achievement in itself. Plus, after the awards ceremony you get to drink and chat with cool people, which is fun regardless of the outcome.

    I told myself the same things this year (and they are true things, I want to emphasise). But, oh, winning does feel good too!

    This is a long-winded way of announcing that I won the Sir Julius Vogel Award for Best New Talent this year! I can’t remember what I said when I went up to receive it – it’s all a joyful blur – though friends assure me it was totally coherent and professional. I do remember the last line, though, which was me giddily bursting out with: “Yay, a pointy trophy!” as the presenter handed it to me.

    Totally professional.

    Here is the celebratory drink that I had afterwards, at a nearby pirate-themed bar. The bartender set my drink on fire (deliberately)!

    A photograph taken in a dark bar, with orange flames emerging from a drink on a metal tray. The flames are a couple of feet high and throwing a reflected orange glow. In the background, the dim shape of the bartender can be seen.
    My celebratory drink!

    This was my last year of eligibility for this award, and coming so close on the heels of releasing my series finale was a special moment. Congratulations to all the finalists – there was some amazing talent represented on the lists – and to the winners on the night. Thank you so much to everyone who supported me on this journey.

    (Yay, pointy trophy!)

    A gold and green trophy shaped like a diamond placed in front of the four books from the Stariel series.